Shadows searching in the Night

guEss whoS baCk

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 21:51:21 GMT

wow,

i havent updated my journal since spring break... and frakly, i havent had a desire to.. but today wen i went on just to be nosy and look at wat everyone was up to i read some of my old journal entries and i got such a kick outa them that i had to update so that maybe in another four months ill read this and it will be as entertaining as the last one was. Its so funny how much things change.. i think the reason why i was so caught up by my old entry was the one commment i made at the end that said ' im so confused about guys but i kno who I will always liek " or someting along those lines, sadly regarding COdy ! hahaha wow that boy is so far gone its not even funny.. i was just talking to Julie about how i cringe at the thought of EVER lieking him... also the fact that i was friends with pam and if i had the choice now id slice her leg off with a plastic spoon. Anyways... Wellingtons iite and but i still gota get bak to parkland somehow lol .. i mean its easy here and everyones nice.. but somethings missing , not quite sure.... I never thought id be with a 19 yr old boy... but that doesnt reli matter cuz i dun liek him that much ... and i never thought id be in love.. another story that everyone knos and theres no point in getting into ... and well its just a stupid thursday afternon and i gota go to the gym..... <3 Jamie

SpRinG BreaK

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 02:37:17 GMT

YaYY im in my new house.. its fun but a lota work. Pams comin tomoro, yay!! and omG this SprIng BreaK has BEen The BESttt everrr.. We ReLi made use of city services.. Hahaha./ I Love the beach soo much and my theory is a bronzer person is a happier person.

SpriNg BreAk > 04' --Infatuation (hehe)

long time no update

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 22:35:55 GMT

I havent written in soo long so there is a largeee amount of things to say.. but ill sum it up. Basically, life has somewhat been getting better and better. But also more confusing and frustrating. The good side i guess is the excuse for my exceptionally happy mood yesturday and most of today, but the bad side explains the long, ongoing state of confusion i have been expieriencing for the past two years. O well. On Firday i went to the movies with robin and ashley where i was tapped on the shoulder by my dad, who needed to come up to the movie theater to get me cause i didnt hear my fone. Needless to say, extremely embarassing. Actually, i dont reli care but i need to make a big deal out of it or else i wouldnt be normal. Then on saturday i went up to wellington with my family and we checked out my new house for a little while.. (i love it there)... and then me n my mom went furniture shopping..lol.. that night the fun was astronomical. Pamm and Jessica came over and the crazy things we did are inexplainable. LOL. it started when we decided to walk to BJs .. ok there was this kid walking his dog .. i thought he was hot.. they thought he was ......young!? lol so we talked to him for a while and we left him stranded in the middle of the road with his dog.. lol. Then Jessica decided to go up to a miscellaneous ice cream man and bang on his truck window and demand ice cream. LOL. then in BJs she told a 50 year old worker what she tought BJs stands for and me and Pam laughed so hard i dunno how we didnt die. Then they accused me of checking out some "unfortunate looking" person in all red. Needless to say we ended up chasing him around the store and caused him a lot of worrying. Me and Pam made the decision to buy 5 lbs of cookie dough with my moms BJs card that "I knew about" and we went home and ate it. We talked to "Nickle" a lot too.. haha Pam.. ohh and we sang to him. Sunday I hung out around the house and then I went to this restaurant on the water with my family. I was with my parents and my grandparents and my grandparents friends. It was the funniest thing. This boat pulled up with all these hookers in it advertising some porn site and all the rich old people at the restaurant were flipping out. Monday I spent the entire day shopping. Not necessarily for me, but for stuff for my new house.. strangely it was fun. Here I am on Wed. and its scary how fast the week goes.. I hope its not like that when I get old.. and when I only have a few years left to live. That would be ..... ScARY! ;-O
Guys are driving me crazy. I dont know who i like.. yet i know who i will always like.. if thats not completely obvious. O well.. XoXo

I KNOW YOU!

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 16:50:56 GMT

Last night was so great. me erica and sam went to the concert thing and there were some grassy root people performing. That didn't matter tho. what happened sooo much more was what happened while we were there. It started off with sam seeing someone she knows . more than she probably should. then after freaking out and singing songs about it i moved on to seeing other people but sam just stayed in a daze over her previous encounter. we met up with alissa stephanie and christina and we were with them for a little while and then we left cause it was like....ok......then we went by the stage to see if the falk family were at their annual position of center front "bopping" to the music. needless to say, they were. We saw Olga even closer to the front with nick.. who david later came to see. We watched the fireworks and me n sam were just aghhhhhhhhh... umm ... upset/waiting/unsatisfied/having a great time. then david managed to get soooo much grass down my shirt that it later was a problem when i took a shower and the whole shower floor was green. lol. We almost lost ericas cell phone which was a problem and we all got a wierd look on our face,kind of like a look of being petrified. Then we found it by the swings. I made wierd noises on the swings and sam went to new levels. Erica just took off her shoes. It was so much fun and now I have a glow in the dark shirt.

I have a problem tho.. I have vaccummed everyday for the past three weeks.. i dont know why my mom is makeing me do this. i feel liek my arm is going to fall off. this is random but i cant help it. why so much vaccumming? If my arm doesnt fall of you all must call me " strong-armed girl" .. grass roots rock ! XoXo--jamie

we smell like renissance

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 00:05:32 GMT

sam judy and erica.. dear god today was fun. While we were there it was like that feeling like "oh its hot and its only 3 oclock" but now that i look at it is was soooooo fun. My gosh.. well at least we talked to the people that were supposed to come.. and at least we found someone that was a lot of fun.. hehe... well now im confused.. what else is new? but i guess its a good confused.. im happy about today and looking back at it excites me. Im glad i tried fried oreos but i have the wierdest feeling of pizza, lemon ice, fired oreos, kinda turkey legs, and other stuff. LOL . wow.. i want to go bak next weekend. I feel sooooo bad for that girl.. her mother is evil, or at least thats how it seems// and i wish we got those grls screen names they were reliii nice. i dont kno y but i liked them a lot. I liked someone else a lot to that was there.y y y. this is sooo strange. my feet hurt.. but its soooo worth it. I duno im really happy and hyper.. although i feel tired inside.. its like the feeling that i am guna fall asleep imediately tonight.lol.but not at the renissance fair. that would be so scary. lol. midevil people are also very... whats the word? they hit on people a lot.. lol.. well we had soo much fun.. I LOVE U GUYS ! XoXo JamiE

Valentines Day was so so

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 06:51:24 GMT

like WOA i totally got a new layout! isnt it the hottest ever? it took me so long to decide what i wanted as my icon, but since i love steak and everything that comes with it (sam n erica and everyone you know what im talkin bout! my mr. butcher i luv him) i decided that a steak eating a heart was just so me. and also, since i could never live without red meat and i dont really believe that steak is bad for your heart, i decided to make a joke of it and act like i care. i SO totally dont! so tonight i went to the walk with judy and sam <3 and it was so great. We got hit on by really hot guys and it was great except that i got chocolate on my camisole. aww boo hoo. i am feeling so totally great right now. but, my chinese food background is def. getting me through it haha- shut up sam! yeah, we didnt end up going to robins party, but thats ok because we had such a super fun time at the walk, and I heard "throught the grapevine" that robins party wasnt good. ok, i am reli reli tired, so i am gunna go to bed.<3 Valentines 2004 <3
<3 XoX <3 JaMiE

Valentines day= good or bad?

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 19:53:04 GMT

Okk happy valentines daY...obviously. I am at sams. we spent the night at my house and walking places; now were waiting for judy to come to sams so we can start getting ready for tonight. Tonights Robins party. I can go. thank god, hard work, but im going. I think itll be fun, im sure robin knows how to throw a party.. hehe robin. I dont have a boyfriend. obviously. so valentines makes me wonder. I think of the point I was at a year ago at this day and first of all I cant believe its been a year, but mostly i think of the state of mind i was in. I still wish the same person that I wanted to be my valentine last year could be my valentine this year. Who knows,, maybe hell finally tell me he likes me. when we;re fourty or something. Until then im single and searchingl...lol... at school me and ashley gave eachother presents <3 ya ash.. and judy and sam gave me candy and sarah gave me this little big red gum thing and it was sooooo cute. I dont kno how she does it. My dad got me flowers and my grandpa got me gifts to. It was so sweet. I hope today is a very LOVEly day for everryone.. and I love you all .. XoXo jim james

wizard hats

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 21:15:25 GMT

I dont know about the title but it looks cool. Today went so damn fast, and I love it when they do. Tomorrow theres no math and it will go fast again. Im in a reli good mood today and everythings making me laugh.. but its starting to scare me. What are we doing for Valentines everyone.. I'm all confused. Whatever. I dont know how i went from having an a to a c in english but whatever Ill do something about it later and ms choen said i didnt do my article but i did. I hate grades. They should die and so should school. Everyday should be a social gathering and everyone just gets to see everyone and do stuff. It would be sooo much fun. I hate work and I hate thinking about things that aren't amuseing to me mind..LoL... well im out >>>till later>>>XoXo>Jamie<XoXo<<<<<

not tired

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 03:10:22 GMT

wow.. why does this always happen.. at night im never tired.. im not going to be able to speak tonight so ill just lay there thinking about tomorrow and everyone and everything i possibly can.. Im typing rellii fast cause im reli hyper. I havent done any homework.. im severly hoping i dont have any and if i do its just stuff i can copy from someone tomorrow. I really want to go out or see someone or do something rellliiii exciting now. Id go run or something but i just showered. Why do i get so hyper on sunday nites? this always happens.. AsH we have to think of something fun to do on Valentines Day. LOL and no sam,, not what u think.. lol .. well we'll figure something out. Maybe ill call rob and hell think of something.. haha ashley. All these people gettin takin on the news is reli some freaky shit.. its scary.. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. I juss wanna see people but not go to school. is there any way to do that? if there is please InForm me.. well ill go do something with my hyperness.. XOXO <33333 Jamie

I like this thing

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 22:18:27 GMT

Ok i finally have journal.. thanks sam... I am talking to someone about how they feel about someone and its sweet...aww...everythings all wierd.. i dont know why but its good in a wierd way. I really want to do something fun. Right Now. Join me. Ok im moving. Today i spent like the whole day talking to sam (which feels productive, somehow) and throwing away things i dont need so I dont have to move them. This is semi-sad. I want a new house n everything but im guna miss my friends soo damn much. Valentines is in less than a week . yay. what r we guna do? RobIn make sure you have that party. Im not sure who Id want to spend valentines with. Well i guess I know but whats realistic and unreaslistic are two different things. Sadly. Lauren im glad you have a date to your dancie thing so call me later and tell me who he is. lol.

<33 you all XoXo -Jamie